After all the squabbling amongst federations I decided I would try my hand with the IBFA and start with the Saxon Classic in April. My prep started in earnest in January, hell bent on winning everything again as I had done the year before, however I was not prepared for the mental turn around so soon into my prep.
Within weeks of starting I knew I had made a catastrophic mistake, I just didn't want it anymore but me being me, I had to continue, just because I said I would compete again, you see, my word is my word!
I'm still not sure what did this to me, maybe I hadn't recovered from last years rollacoaster or maybe I had just lost my love for the competitive stage, or maybe I just didn't have it in me to commit everything again for a plastic trophy, after all my poor wife had such a tough year last year and here I was putting her through it all again, how selfish of me, although Julie never complained once!
In any case my heart wasn't in it and I hated every rep of every set of every muscle group, I was on auto pilot all for the wrong reasons.
Come competition day I wasn't at my best and lost, deservedly so but I had qualified for the British, bring on the second catastrophic mistake, I decided I would get retribution at the British, I just couldn't imagine another 55 year old with my shape or conditioning being there, once again I was proved wrong.
Looking back I could have easily won both my qualifier and British title, taking nothing away from the other great athletes in my class but had I prepared with the mindset of 2014 I really don't believe anyone would have beaten me but I was just kidding myself, I really didn't want it.
Things happen for a reason, my job at Muscle Finesse would come to an end after 5 great years and here I was in great shape, unknowingly I had just created the perfect formula to start up a PT business and as it happens it has gone really well.
I doubt I'll ever grace the stage again, my clients give me that fire now, I just want to get the best out of them and for me that's as satisfying as winning a competition, I love each and every one of them and it's just great seeing the enjoyment they get from working out with me. 2015 is turning out just great!